I was in a 'merajuk mode' last two days and whenever hb talked to me I would only answer one or two words. Well.... sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit....It was actually because of a trivial problem but I just wanted to keep to myself for a while so most of the time I would be in the computer room while hb with kids.
Every morning before leaving for office, I would sent him to the door and he would hug and kiss me and the kids. But yesterday, I didnt hugged him back when he hugged me nor did I kissed him.
As usual, I would call him at 5.30pm to check if he would be leaving office. But not yesterday. Plus I was busy with the kids - school holiday hokay! So anyway, I did called him at 7.45pm and he was on the way home already. I called him pasal I rindu... Da tak merajuk lagi.
I received him at the door with Aaron in my arms. He came in and kissed Aaron and then turned to kiss my forehead and cheeks... this time longer than the usual pecks and said.."I'm sorry. I dont know what I did or say but I'm really sorry. I just want you to talk to me.." and then he gave me this......
HMmmm... nak ketawa pun ada.... nak marah pun ada....
I know he never like me not talking to him the way I always did. When I sulked I would not laugh at his jokes or smile at him)..... he simply gets jittery. Not that I love doing it but sometimes I just need some time alone to keep my cool. So I wanted to laugh when I saw how pitiful he was last night... but I just smiled. Control la sikit.
Memang marah sikit lah.... cause its kind of like he was wasting money on that thing... I actually had wanted something like that but not from OSIM (from those Mail Order ads that you see on tv....dunno what they call it) and you can get them at OG or BHG plus its cheaper. He said...for my wife, price aint matter and I want the best for her. So nak marah pun jadi tak marah.
Whatever it is... Thank you so much dearest darling! I always love you no matter what...